alienated(isolated, excluded or estranged) adjective [UK: ˈeɪ.liə.neɪ.tɪd] [US: ˈeɪ.liə.ˌne.təd]I'm not as alienated now as I was then. = No estoy tan alienado ahora que como lo estaba entonces.
insane(exhibiting unsoundness or disorder of mind) adjective [UK: ɪn.ˈseɪn] [US: ˌɪn.ˈseɪn]